I am pretty good at handling anything that comes my way, but am feeling matched with the task of doing two full courses in a timespan of less than one month. I know I can do it, these pre-course jitters are a pain in the ass.

...I can scare myself into sleeplessness better and more often than anyone I know by thinking about how spiders will eventually bite me in my sleep. My bed is definitely touching the wall, the valens is definitely touching the floor, and my imagination is definitely active- what a recipe for disaster, or insomnia.